counter strike go

so recently i just started playing cs and man im so terrible at it i died twice the total amount of my kill and assist. anyway im so used to left4dead style that i keep on trying to melee attack with right click when going too close to people. i also focus all my vision on the screen disregarding the map since l4d doesnt have map to look at. another thing that i so used to is the usage of shotgun particularly xm1014 which i use it alot in l4d. alas, it was hard to kill people with shotgun as most of them use sniper and rifles that can kill from long distance. i tend to stay in closed area so that i can get  close encounter as much as i can. pew pew pew pew pew. had fun fighting with only knife against my friend until my team kicked me out for not being helpful and died too many times

also had this moment when i tried using sniper

macbook problem

helped my friend with his macbook problem . the trackpad was bulging from the computer as if something is pushing out from the inside.he went to the shop and it turns out to be the battery's problem. macbook battery can sometimes expand after a period of time and it will keep on expanding as long as you keep on charging the battery. his laptop looks like a pregnant laptop tbh. both sides are bulging and he can shut his laptop properly. since asking computer shop to repair and replace the battery would be too expensive so we decided to do this by ourselves. well, hes the one spending all the money. im just enjoying tinkering with the gadgets. got few hiccups like not having proper tools to work on the computer. we bought the battery and proper screwdrivers to change the battery at adverts.ie(similar to mudah.com) for really cheap price. we managed to destroy a screwdriver in the process of opening the laptop without the proper tools though. as of now we have removed the battery and the laptop revert back to its usual appearance but it is running without battery for now. the battery whould arrive in 1 or 2 more days.

this is the laptop's battery. see the expansion? the battery increase in height by 3 folds

this the screwdriver used to open the mac computer. a Y-shaped triwing screwdriver size #0

it is also used to open gameboy, nds, etc etc. if only i know this thing exist before hehe

anyway, im planning to keep it incase i need to use it in the future though i highly doubt that

trust

do you think that you're a trustworthy person? can you keep someone's secret especially when it's a juicy gossip? can people trust you to do your job or keep something? trust is not something that can be given or taken. it must be built and earned. we trust doctor to save our lives we trust the bankers to handle our money, we trust the politicians to govern the country but what about us? can people trust us to do anything? are you trustworthy enough? we have to reflect on ourselves and keep on improving ourselves in order to earn people's trust. it is not that simple to build trust but it can be shattered easily. one lie to make all the trust you built evaporate into thin air.

on the other hand what about trusting other people? are you a type of person that is quick to trust people? or are you the doubtful one? having no trust in people means that you're living alone in this world without having people that you can lean on. it's gonna be hard for yourself. on the other hand, it is good to have faith in people but you must not trust them easily as we all know naive people tend to be taken advantage of. trusting people easily is not trusting. it is called being irresponsible and can lead to jeopardizing yourself or the people around you. that's why we ask questions as much as we can and get to know people more before we trust them. trust cannot be easily given or taken. it is built.

and then there's the trust issue in relationship which can involve a whole lot of stories. you ask too much about your partner and bammm you're not giving any privacy and a control freak or a psycho. your partner might even suspect you of having Othello syndrome. you don't ask them much life get on easy but then you get to know your partner's true colours or problem and it might be too late to regret. the question of how much can you trust and how can you get your partner's trust always float around especially when you don't know what your partner is doing and vice versa. things get worse when we keep secrets or lies especially when your partner founds out and he/she can just flip over. doubt your partner too much and you'll never be able to have  a relationship but trust your partner easily you might end up being someone's 2nd wife or just a spare parts in this relationship stuffs

DIgital Math - Hop Up

harta karun

so regarding my last post about cleaning up the house getting rid of trashes this time its about the treasures in this house. of course with trashes come along the treasures as the saying goes some people's trash is someone's treasure. when i say treasure i mean having value. it can be useless and i will still call it trash.

anyway, theyre not as many as much as the trashes accumulated in this house but still can be considered alot. anyway we only keep small amount of items and the rest are gathered and sent to the charity shop. i dont even bother to try to get money from  selling these stuffs since theyre not mine in first place and i dont have time to sort which one to give away and which one to sell. too much hassle. if i recall correctly we gave 1 whole box of shoes to big bags of clothes including the akak2's handbag. and few more bags of stationery, containers, and kitchenware. i really enjoy getting rid of these stuffs as theyre occupying spaces and gathering dusts for nothing in the house. the charity shop workers are really happy when they see me as i bring in big bag of stuffs everytime i come to their shop.

i kept few stuffs like telekung kain semayang. got 2 of them and a shawl in my wardrobe lol. thats for the girls to pray when they comeover to my house ^^ i think there will be another trip to send clothes to the charity shop in the near future

cleaning up my closet

i moved into a new house recently....well not exactly a new house. ive stayed in this house over the summer for 2 weeks before but now m moving in as one of the occupants. so as usual when you move into a new house you want to make yourself comfortable and first thing to do is to get rid of previous occupants stuffs in other word trashes.

this house is a monster since malaysian has been living here for 8 generations or so what they said from girls and then passed down to boys and so on. imagine the trashes accumulated over 8 generations. anyway back to main story i moved into this one room and started to clean the room while the owner of the room is still staying there. cant help it the room is full of garbage and hes like living in rat nest. i threw away big trash first and ask him to sort his stuffs and to vacuum his room. i'd say 75% of the stuffs lying around in the room dont belong to him. they all belong to the previous occupants and as a result i got more than 2 really big boxes full of trashes. i even vacuumed the room again after the guy left since the floor is still dirty. took me whole day to really clean the room rearrange it to my liking. i was so exhausted by the end of the day i felt like having fever.

and then come the house part everything is messy, untidy, and repugnant that they compel me to clean the house. luckily i have my friend who is crashing the house that helped me cleaning the house. we rearrange the living room clean the dining area, kitchen, store and toilet; each of them taking a full day to be cleaned and rearranged. i always leave the rearranging part to my friend as i have no taste in artistic stuffs. all i care is functionality and that leads to lots of item being thrown away. as an example my friend cleans the kitchen (he literally scrubbed the floor like cinderella) while i sort out the ingredients putting them in proper container and labeling them.also throwing out expired or mouldy food. we call those mouldy food as project EE more or less like a science project that will be graded. mind you there are lots of project EE in this house that can get grade A even the dry pasta can get bad. the food and ingredients were not so bad since i already reorganize half of them during my 2 weeks stay over the summer so that didnt turn out that bad for me.

the horrible part are the stores area. this house has 6 stores in and outside the house. we clean them thoroughly and get rid of stuffs and rearrange as to put what in where. the storage area took us more than a day to clean them up as we go one by one. we even had a dilemma whether to throw away stuffs or not as they might be previous occupants' or they can be the landlord's. in the end we just throw away anything we dont like.

well the cleaning up part is not the annoying part though there were lots of comments and grumbling but the irksome part is getting rid of the trashes. here we cant just get rid of trashes easily as we have a system unlike in malaysia where you can just dump you trashes at certain site. here we need to put them in a trash bin and will be collected every fortnight each for genereal waste and recycling trash. so the amount of trash we can get rid of is very limited. it has been 2 months since i started living in this house and the trash bins have never bin emptythere are trashes that have been sitting in the hallway for 1 month. thank god theyre mostly recylable trash not the general waste.

as for now the last part to be cleaned up is the backyard which i will require the other occupants to clean the backyard with me. i already clean the small garden and planted some spring onions and theyre sprouting lol.

jahit lagi

this was done during summer but i only post it now. so i had free time and decided to practice sewing as the sewing kit was gathering dust in my treasure box. yeah theyre are the same thing. jahit kelim for my long pants and some old long pants i made into short pants.

one short and one long pants

this is not an injury. i covered my thumb so that i can push the needle through the fabric.

working area while watching kuch kuch hota hai.

yes i spent 3 hours sewing while watching the whole movie just to do this one pants.

it was harder and took me longer as i was learning a new sewing technique. it was harder and longer but the result is much better like the machine one ^^

i proceed to re sew my green pants since the threads were loose and they snapped. with this new sewing it will last longer.