Monday, 26 April 2010


okay im happy now that my bear are okay....
a token of gratitude to AD..
yeay, i can wear it back now
that pic is just a drawing. not my teddy bear and i dont have one.

i like ma bear hehehe

quotation of the day,
"we are all strong enough to bear other men's misfortune" by Francois de La Rochefoucauld
i choose this quote cuz it has bear in it. well, just like the quotation said, be strong and we will be able to survive this challenge.

Friday, 23 April 2010


another one more week....
warcry has echoed
lets go all out
let this battle be an easy one

quotation of the day
"life without liberty is like a body without spirit" by Kahlil Gibran
come on la get alive...... hehehe

i dont really have the mood tonight
read and just read... grrr!!!

Tuesday, 20 April 2010


hmmm when i think about my future i realise that I'm going to be a father one day. not today but one day. so, will i be able to do my responsibility well and bring up children in this treacherous world? dunno. and I'm not going to think bout it now for time will tell when i should act.

okay, we teenagers always have fight with parents because of different in thinking and point of view. true, teenagers always say that parents are too strict and they get no freedom. yes they blame their parents for their orthodoxity which is said irrelevant in todays world. this things will keep on repeating in human history and we will never be able to erase it. teenagers are just too self centered. they only think about they themselves. anything that is considered annoying or pest are kicked out of their life. ok i might be making a mountain out of molehill but it is a fact.

the old man though look old fashioned and is nothing but a hindrance towards words like enjoy and freedom, they are doing their part in life that is to guide us. whenever they scold us, babbling and get on your feet, we feel annoyed but try to take a deep breath and relax. think carefully, why do they did all these things. then you will be able to see the answer. its just that, teenagers are not willing to accept it because theyd rather follow their emotion that lead to rebellion. they know the answer but dont want to accept it.

after all, everything that our oldman do is for the sake of us. they always have good intention and whatsmore, they are willing to slaught their whole life for us. come on man, be more grateful. think of every bitter and sweet things that you've gone through with your parents and HOLYSHIT!!! they did so much for us. too much.
so, thanks to my father and mother.

one more thing, quotation of the day,
"humankind cannot stand very much reality" by T.S Eliot
true... true...

Wednesday, 14 April 2010


uhhhh it couldnt be helped. tomorrow im going to have malay and business exam. man it is the climax of this mock exam for me. an all day writing and thinking and frying which im not good at it. not even a bit. anyway, it is a good thing i have to sit for this mock exam before the upcoming real ib exam in just another fortnight. chill dude. just keep it cool and verything will sail smoothly.

i've been thinking lately, what is my true personality? is it a good boy that behave well or the notorious one doing..... well, something that what i shouldnt do...? i've been a good boy and everybody likes me.yeah you get to be praised, people dont hurt you, and well, lots of advantages. i've been bad and i still had fun and some trouble. having the experiences of what people normally called lowlife experiences but i never go deeper than what i've done. just a taste is enough to let me know whats inside of it. i dont even remember which one is the true one cuz i've been acting too much. guess i dont really bother bout it anymore anything should be fine as long as i get a peaceful life and people dont cross path with me. hahaha thats why my parents keep on saying bout my appearances. one more thing, my friends said that im gay. ooo wish it wont be true cuz i dun want ma butt to be screwed. it wont happen man. and im not into screwing other guys. oh shit. yeah just bcoz i dont like girls... thats what they said but of course i do like girls. nyehehehehe well, what kind of mask should i wear in th future eh? maybe the one that look like a clown?

quote of the day,
"Never complain and never explain" by Benjamin Disraeli

a good quote for selfish people i guess just like the jews... is he a jew?bcoz he has israel in his name. anyway i like it. it sounds like SHUT UP!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, 6 April 2010


google. one of the well known search engine in the world. the days BG(before google) seems very difficult for sourcing and to get information where we can only rely on materials like books. now, just type a word and thousand things will appear including trashes. neway, one day when i was doing nothing but googling something nonsense i type letter J and there goes my google suggestions giving me opts for mostly searched words. the first suggestion is jilat kemaluan. WTF well, thats something normal we dont expect only good things in the net. and my friend thought it was my history searching for these things. use in explaining to them.

neway, now im using google extension and thanx to the extension i was able to enjoy onemanga better. yeah like it so much.