Yeay I've graduated from my diet with flying colours!!!! congratulations!!
going through those "pantang" days were not as bad as i thought but then as the saying goes the darkest hour is just before the dawn. yep yep no doubt bout it. it is always true. take a look at the mountains and valleys.the lowest part is always right before you start to climb the mountain and it applies the same to the peak.
back to the story, the final week has strong temptation for me to eat those pantang food. one might think oh it's no big deal not to eat those stuff. easier said than done. perseverance is always the key dude. you bow down to your lust and you lost the game. there are other stuffs like being cooped up in the so called "bilik kebal" for few days. this is to prevent the radioactive from reaching to other people. i call this chamber arkham asylum. dude seriously. the only difference is that i wasnt wearing the coat that tie my hand to the body. the room is quite spacious but limited for i must keep myself between the barriers just 1 foot away from my bed. basically i only have the bed as my space. that's all. the room is quite eerie. mind you with the location of the room at the back side of the ward and guarded at the outside. there is no window for the room and the only connection i get to the outer world is just the glass at the door facing the corridor. sometimes, people will peek to look who is kept in the room. i was imagining scenes like in horror movie or ghost stories happening in the room during midnight. Luckily we are in Ramadhan right now. so, no sweat ^__^
someone did told me that one can cry out of boredom when being warded. true enough if you get a single room. being locked inside the room the only companion you get is the clock. tick tock tick tock. that's the only sound you can hear and sometimes footsteps at the outside. at night, i can hear some weird sound i dont know what the hell is it. my activity everyday is drawing on the wall of the room and playing puzzle by myself. i do sound like a crazy people. huhu
the days are over and now i can continue my life.... with a bit of changes XP
do you feel tension? are in a state where suicide is one of the ways? do you feel like want to strangle someone till that person's mouth is bubbling? or do you wanna sack your boss for being your boss? if you do then DO IT MOFOs!!!!
for all the tension that built up in you, none of the relieve can ever give satisfaction better than this
beautiful!!! no i'm not talking bout shoes.
i've started to draw again recently but this time only sketches filling my 'conteng-conteng' book. most of my references are Ben's and Kael's. maybe gonna continue doing so till i go back to eire.
it helps me to concentrate my mind. nevertheless, im not gonna post them for im too lazy to scan or take pics to upload.
right now i'm enjoying Kael's pieces of artwork. hats off to his awesomeness...
why didnt you tell me? apsal x btaw aku? thanx r x btaw... sampai ati ko x btaw aku... etc etc
yes mmg aku sampai ati x btaw korang. the reason i didnt tell you guys is simple i dont want to have any visitor at that time. nuff said you can say whatever you want.
ai.. hope everything will go smoothly as planned. hehe
speaking of recovery, im still in pantang. there are certain type of food that i cant eat but that doesnt bother me except dairy product. zzzz i still can live with no salt in my food but not drinking milk and eating food with dairy product? i have to admit that is a bit annoying. now ramadhan has just started and i was wondering wether i will be able to go through it. yeah seems like im fine except a lil low on bp. thats all.
i've been watching tv a lot lately and merlin has become my favourite series. haha
okay time for another round of dota