Wednesday, 28 November 2012


i dont know why the suggested title is that. so uncreative but ignore that. my housemates just finished a test this morning and yes i can tell they flunked it.   anyway let's listen to flight facilities.

Saturday, 24 November 2012

i have a dream

know that sentence? whenever someone say this sentence people will always remember him. no not the i have a dream, a song to sing.... thats a song by the carpenter.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the colour of their skin, but the content of their character.
- Martin Luther King Jr -

well i have a dream too. to be precise i had. i dreamt that i was involved in a murder where i assist the murder but i manage to have an  alibi. so i am free from being accused. nevertheless the dream is so real that i get confused whether it is something real or not as this dream continues to go on as i sleep. not in one day but weeks. and the last one ended up at the burial of the dead. the timeline in the dream seems to be quite correct compared to the real world as the dream never goes ore than 1 day and everytime i have the continuation of the dream 1 week later it seems like the time inside the dream is also 1 week after the last dream. lol oh well i dont think ill be dreaming much right now since ill be busy with exams. time to get caffeinated ^^

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

jag kommer

huhuhu xde keje layan lagu swedish... 

anyway here's the 16-bit ohyeah i love the dance. so carefree lol

Saturday, 17 November 2012

the sky

one of my favourite but dont do much things is looking at the sky be it a bright blue sky or bluish black with stars decorating it, i just love it. though the bright light makes my eyes watery, i like to watch the cloud hovering slowly above and the birds flying in the sky to live. sometimes, it gets dark and i can see lightning coming out from the dark gray clouds as the sheets of rain falling onto the earth.

but i like night sky especially since there are stars and not to forget the soft light from the moon with shape like a howling wolf on its surface. i like to make shape from the stars and try to guess the constellations (buruj). the easiest is the buruj pari with the inverted cross shape and then there is buruj biduk which shape like a gayung....(i search for the english word and it came out to be kapit. wth? so i decided to stick with gayung) and it can also form a bear shape which i cant remember too many stars... then theres this one constellation with 3 stars forming a stright line. i cant really remember its name but it forms an archer. these constellations shows me the direction of the north and south. its fun to try to look for them among the stars. theres also scorpio but i dont really remember the exact shape of the stars.

sadly i hardly able to do stargazing nowadays since the sky is so bright even at night. all i can see at night is a piece of dark bluish gloomy looking sky with satellites light replacing the stars. too much light pollution... back in my hometown i can watch the stars and sometimes i get to see shooting stars.yeah i remember sleeping with starry sky  as the roof when i was small but not anymore. here in dublin, the sky is orange throughout the night as if dawn is coming anytime or there is a great fire at the horizon that keeps lighting up the sky. i wonder when will i get the moment to stargaze again? maybe tomorrow?  oh btw i dont know the name for all the buruj in english... i only learn them in malay

Wednesday, 14 November 2012

look into my eyes

so the first time i saw someone remove an eye from the socket i was really shocked. that one second OMG!!! besides, it's not just removing the eye... it fell as it slipped from the doctor's hand. of course it was a prosthetic eye... but still that thing stupefied me.

im thinking of posting a pic drawn with paint but not now... i dont know what i want to doodle. most of my doodle become picasso's artwork. very artistic huh?

Monday, 5 November 2012

Dublin Games

Dublin Games was held yesterday. i didnt join it last 2 years since i didnt know the date for the event till it started. so this year i joined the basketball competition ^^ it was smashing and awesome. yeah that's how i feel. for someone that hasnt played basketball for 2 years, i can say that.... i don t know what to say. just melepas gian. 

so i gathered 3 first year students from rcsi and made a team. we didnt meet each other till the day of the competition. dont even say training, all i can do is train on fitness since i dont even have people to play basketball with. the matches were 3v3 half court. 5 teams altogether and we manage to get 3rd place. bronze medal woohooo. not bad for a team with no chemistry and training at all. the result was 2 loses, 1 draw, 1 win. nevertheless, we were screwed really hard for the 2 loses. 21-6 and 21-3. lol 

me and my teammates

if only i can dunk i can make this pic more epic... too bad im too short ^^
credit to sophia for this pic

5 medals for 4 people... who should i give the extra medal to?

despite all the adrenaline rush and excitement yesterday. im like a living corpse right now. pain all over the body. wish i can go to onsen to relieve all the muscle aches. huhu next year we're gonna be better

Friday, 2 November 2012


so i had the opportunity to join surgery in the operating theatre. so far i only joined surgery on cholesteatoma (google it if you want to find out what is it... im too lazy to explain bout it) and thyroidectomy due to medullary cell cancer. yes since i've never been in the theatre before i was quite interested like a small child trying to know stuffs in the kitchen.... looking at everything with curiosity. too bad no touchy touchy is allowed. nevertheless my legs become stiff because i have to stand for couple of hours watching the surgery without doing anything. oh yeah, im not used to stand still for too long. i have to move around if i dont sit. so there's one time i was sleeping while standing right in the middle of watching the procedure. not knowing whta to do lead me to slumberland..... anyway thats not the point.

so what have i learnt from these 2 sessions? of course medical stuffs related to the patients... type of thyroid cancer, symptoms, etc etc not gonnasay it now.. too tired. and then jokes since we dont know what else to say everyone was asked to tell a joke. of course the medical students cant tell anything. me and my friends feel too awkward.

then finally we play numbers in the theatre. dafuq!!! i was like "dude i come here to watch the procedure not to play with numbers" but then i was like "screw this! i cant see anything what the surgeon is doing so lets play this number riddles" that can kill some time and boredom

besides playing numbers, we sing along to the songs played from the radio.

so here's one of the riddles

1 1
2 1
1 2 1 1
1 1 1 2 2 1
3 1 2 2 1 1
1 3 1 1 2 2 2 1
....................... (fill the next number line)

ill give the answer later