Tuesday, 30 July 2013

au revoir

goodbye. we shall not meet again and good luck.
i dont hate you nor do i despise you and i donr have any intention to harm you.
well, what's done is done. goodbye

Monday, 29 July 2013

firecrackers and festivals

everytime we have festivals there will always be firecrackers regardless of what kind of festivals. for muslim, hari raya will be the moment for people to fill the night with blast and fireworks. everywhere we go there will always be pew pew pom bang DUMM!!! the skies will be lit up with all kind of light from the fireworks.

nevertheless, firecrackers are banned now in Malaysia due to lots of injury and death that are caused by them. but it it will never be complete without all these things hence, people keep on buying these illegally. i once spent around RM60 just to buy firecrackers back when I was in form 5. we used to play pranks with fire crackers. ah i love this part. theres this mercun bola that will give off a deafening blast and so much smoke that it fills the whole class for few minutes. the boys keep on throwing them to other classes and BOOM! someone got a heart attack. this mercun bola is quite dangerous actually if you stay close enough. heck all firecrackers are dangerous actually. there were few incidents back then like my friend's foot was injured as someone threw the mercun bola too close to his foot. well, all the fun and laughter were replaced with anger when someone bleed but not for long. maybe 1 hour after that or 5 minutes after that we started to do pranks again.

i didnt have any injuries back then but i nearly caused one. i had lots of thunderclaps (the rocket type) and use them to shoot people from far away. there's one time where my aim was almost perfect that the thunderclap missed my friends face by just a hairbreadth. we were just like "you are lucky man" but i know if i really manage to hit his face that would be a serious misfortune. oh and lots of firecrackers always means war. throwing them as if theyre grenade or launching them like theyre rocket launcher lol. in the end its just enjoying the thrill and the sound with all the smokes filling the academic building. ^^

Thursday, 25 July 2013


ahhh  nothing beats a cold thirst-quenching icy drinks after a spending long hot day without any meal. god i so want to drink lots of cold refreshing drinks. juice, tea, coconut drink, milk, anything is good. so thats why my fridge is full of drinks ranging from cans, bottles, and even some that i made my on my own. since i dont really feel like cooking right now living on all this kind of fluid is good enough though i do cook every few days. ive been following this tumbler about healthy food (dont really make them but i love how he describe the food. kinda like epic mealtime) and i came across this iced lemon tea recipe.... oh my lord thanx for blessing us with lots of wonderful drinks.

Thursday, 18 July 2013


during this fasting month we are not allowed to eat food during daytime which means cutting on our daily food consumption though this only applies to those that dont try to qadha all the food intake during night time. mind you dont pig out when you break fast because later you will feel so lazy to do terawih or anything.

I'm not picky in term of food. as long as they're called food i'll eat them. so dont ask me whether the food is good or bad. if you see me eat it then it's good to me. nevertheless, we all want to have good food. delicious, nutritious, mouth-watering, appetizing that just thinking about it makes your stomach shout "FEED ME!!!". uh this must be influenced by gourmet mangas and programs. cant be helped though.

in my quest to cook good food, so i try to use all kinds of ingredients and spices to get a good flavour.im the lazy type of person so i only try with all the stuffs that i can only get. not going to bother trying to look for something thats hard to find. nevertheless, i try things that people dont do. some of them can be called success, some...edible, and some are just total failure. what i mean total failure is that i'm the only person probably able to eat that. even so, no matter what i try, nothing can replace the taste of soy sauce. the greatest food condiment from Asia. any food can go with soysauce. anything taste wrong, add soysauce and it will taste right lol. this might only applies to malaysian.is there anything that can replace soysauce?

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

law and order

we live in world with system. the system is the law and order that which we have to live by it. follow the law or chaos will be the consequences.

this is a video on how to deal with homosexual urges. i found it very interesting and yes this guy has a point. i hope that this video can help gay people how to cope with their life. 

do pray to god and never give up to the desire. no matter what happen, dont give up your faith to god. i know that people can say talk can laaa. try to do it. yes it is always easier for one to talk rather than doing it. going against your lust is not something easily done. same goes with fighting addiction. you know it's wrong but you keep on going and you feel powerless against that feeling. remember mind over body. dont let your lust take over your decision making and thinking. no matter how hard and how many times you failed, keep on continuing your effort. remember the first step is always to get yourself away from anything that stimulates you into following your lust. lets use this month of ramadhan to fast, fill our time with ibadah, and slowly leave all the bad things

Monday, 8 July 2013


Say, "I seek refuge in the Lord of mankind,
The Sovereign of mankind.
The God of mankind,
From the evil of the retreating whisperer -
Who whispers (evil) into the breasts of mankind -
From among the jinn and mankind."

Saturday, 6 July 2013

board rpg game

do you know yugioh? a manga on games, to be precise shadow games. i like to read it partly because of the variety of the games that are shown in the manga especially the board game rpg "monster world" that they play with Leo Bakura. if you dont know what im talking about ill simplify it here. i like the board rpg that is shown in the manga.

right now, some of my friends are designing games. one of them is planning to make one right now as i read his tweet. im a bit interested in the process of designing and making games. im not really into gaming world so i dont know much about games. nevertheless, his planning on designing rpg game makes me recall my primary school years.

huhu i just realised that i like to play rpg as id been playing it since i was a kid. when i was in primary school, i didnt get the chance to play computer games much so what i did is i made rpg game by myself and played it with my friends. of course i was the game master as i designed the game. ^^

the game is quite simple as it was inspired by pokemon, doom2, and another game which i cant remember the name. basically, i just design a dungeon and players will have to go to the end of the dungeon while fighting against the monsters in the dungeon. how i create the dungeon? of course the easiest way is by using the buku petak kecik for math (oh i love that book). so the design of the dungeon will be based on the number of players, and difficulty was set based on their level of thinking in solving the game. you dont want to make it too hard for a beginner. they'll lose interest fast.

the mechanism of the game will be finding keys to unlock the doors of the dungeon and defeating monsters that are placed randomly in the dungeon. the are also mini bosses guarding the keys which will be tougher to be defeated. besides monsters, player can try to do optional quests, or fight against extra monsters to get loots i.e potion and if theyre smart enough they will be able to find a shortcut to win the dungeon. last but not least the lord of the dungeon a.k.a the big boss. like in every rpg game the final boss is always insanely strong that you find it excruciatingly hard to defeat. so players move around the dungeon in a group deciding which way to go and by chances they will encounter monsters.  the chances are based on the dice. that will be up to me the game master to put the condition of the appearance of monsters like getting even numbers on dice, or below 2 or get number 6. so its basically based on luck. most of the time we dont use dice for we lose it really fast (kids, what do you expect). so, i change the mechanism to playing rock paper scissor. and that will depend on skills and luck. so everytime i win i get to inflict damage and vice versa (health is based on bars). to make it more fun, i get the help of someone with good skills in rock paper scissor to become the boss or mini boss in the dungeon. that way, more people can join the game.

i dont bother to make storyline for the game as nobody is interested in storyline. most kids as we all know only want to win the game without even try to understand the mechanism of the game.

ah that was a good time. playing board rpg is not that bad lol.

little talks by of monsters and men
though the truth may vary 
this shit ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Friday, 5 July 2013

puasa dan nikotin

Ramadhan kembali yeay dan umat Islam wajib menahan diri dari makan di siang hari selama sebulan dan juga beberapa perkara lain yang membatalkan puasa. merokok juga x boleh semasa puasa (walaupun ada fatwa mengharamkan rokok da sebelum ni)

since x boleh merokok masa puasa, ramai la orang akan ada withdrawal effect.... x gak. malam leh je sap rokok. tp waktu siang nak hisap camne? mesti ada orang pakai nicoret patch. tampal kat badan je. senang dan x masuk mulut. ohya, taktik ni digunakan oleh pelajar yang x boleh hisap rokok masa dalam lecture. 

selamat berpuasa. sorang-sorng dekat dublin ni buatkan aku terlupa bila mula ramadhan. jangan sampai terlepas sudah. kalau terlepas mesti terlepas beberapa hari sebab x perasan ramadhan da mula.