20 sen happiness

i grew up in countryside. no skyscraper, no tall buildings, the only things that reach the sky are the forest and palm trees. back then everything is cheap. foods, toys, transportation...all of them are so cheap that i can buy a lot of stuffs with just 1 ringgit. of course as a kid i never think of money not like now where everything is about money. we see things in term of money value. i still remember back in primary school, 20 sen is enough pocket money for the whole day and thats all that i get.

when the bell rung at 10 o'clock signalling the start of recess time, everyone will dash to the canteen beside the hall to buy foods just to fill their stomach. my favourite food is fried noodle. 15 sen for a full plate of fried noodle or nasi lemak and 5 sen for a bag of syrup drink is enough to make me happy and keep on going alive throughout the school period. for the rich kids, they usually bring up to 1 ringgit or even more. they have a more luxurious food like nasi ayam for 50 sen each or adding fried egg to the food. after eating, i will spend the remaining time playing with my mates. football, cop tiang or maybe galah panjang. the second bell rung signalling the end of the recess time is then answered reluctantly as the students slowly go back to their respective class.

then there are evening session school (sekolah agama). i dont usually spend any money for this session for it is only for 2 hours. sometimes when i don't spend all of my money during morning school i will buy sweets for 1 sen each or maybe the more expensive one like apollo for 5 sen each. there is also this small hut where my friends gandpa open a small canteen for the kids to come and have lunch. he was really generous for we only have to pay 5 sen for each plate of anything. i usually take fried rice and whats more we can scoop the food ourselves which means that i can have lots of it for just 5 sen. sadly he died not long after that. bless him. 

that's the great value of 20 sen. 

colonoscopy gone bad

so ive been watching lots of endoscopy though most of them are colonoscopy. endoscopy is boring!!! that's what people claim. yeah it can be kinda boring since all you can do is stand at the side and watch the screen showing the gi tract of the patient unless you get to help to do the procedure that would be awesome but hey what if things gone bad? That will be unpleasant. i'd seen this one colonoscopy where the doctor was having difficulty to get into the ileum. they were stuck at the caecum for about 30 mins going back and forth. to make it worse, the suction pump wasnt working so that causes the patient to start pass wind and stools right on the bed. oh i couldnt help but pity both the patient and my reg.

anyway, i started to use sai now, dont know how did i end up downloading that program but i need sometime to learn it, i mean really long time. i cant even cut and paste the pic freely right now. so here's a pic of belmont, finished. i know i know there are still a lot that i can do like the back ground the weapon handling and the cape but i guess ill just let this one go for i have other picsand more pressing things to do.

i dont even know why i changed the background to this simple

lindsey stirling - song of the caged bird

oh btw mates from cork came to visit me in my new house getting loqlaq during weekend lol. hise and ammar. dancing and singing to the songs played around the house all day long haha

Ayat Kursi

Allah, tidak ada tuhan selain Dia. Yang MahaHidup, Yang terus menerus mengurus(makhluk-Nya), tidak mengantuk dan tidak tidur. Milik-Nya apa yang ada di langit dan apa yang ada di bumi. Tidak ada yang dapat memberi syafaat di sisi-Nya tanpa izin-Nya. Dia mengetahui apa yang di hadapan dan apa yang di belakang mereka, dan mereka tidak mengetahui sesuatu apa pun tentang ilmu-Nya melainkan apa yang Dia kehendaki. Kursi-nya meliputi langit dan bumi. Dan dia tidak merasa berat memelihara keduanya, dan Dia Mahatinggi Mahabesar

kaki hidup

i was told that my feet is alive(kaki hidup).... more like have mind of their own. thats because they move a lot... well doesnt matter. i like to use my feet, moving them around and i tried to see what i can do with my feet. once i was scolded by my aunt cuz i keep on fumbling an empty hupseng biscuit can. "it is not polite to use your feet!!" sorry maam, cant help it. they just move ont heir own.

anyway, it's good to train your leg. sometimes i just try to do some kicking just like the taekwondo people do. doing side kick front kick and sometimes a bit of splitting gosh i rarely do that actually.... lol

there are a lot of things that can be done using your feet if you train them well enough. the best is when you can use it if your hand is full. example; turning on switch, turning door knob and open the door, scratching your other leg. getting stuffs on the floor without having to bend over, etc etc etc. the best part is when you read comic holding it using feet while youre eating. such convenience lol

this is one of the example on how I use my feet. turn on/off the switch