trust

do you think that you're a trustworthy person? can you keep someone's secret especially when it's a juicy gossip? can people trust you to do your job or keep something? trust is not something that can be given or taken. it must be built and earned. we trust doctor to save our lives we trust the bankers to handle our money, we trust the politicians to govern the country but what about us? can people trust us to do anything? are you trustworthy enough? we have to reflect on ourselves and keep on improving ourselves in order to earn people's trust. it is not that simple to build trust but it can be shattered easily. one lie to make all the trust you built evaporate into thin air.

on the other hand what about trusting other people? are you a type of person that is quick to trust people? or are you the doubtful one? having no trust in people means that you're living alone in this world without having people that you can lean on. it's gonna be hard for yourself. on the other hand, it is good to have faith in people but you must not trust them easily as we all know naive people tend to be taken advantage of. trusting people easily is not trusting. it is called being irresponsible and can lead to jeopardizing yourself or the people around you. that's why we ask questions as much as we can and get to know people more before we trust them. trust cannot be easily given or taken. it is built.

and then there's the trust issue in relationship which can involve a whole lot of stories. you ask too much about your partner and bammm you're not giving any privacy and a control freak or a psycho. your partner might even suspect you of having Othello syndrome. you don't ask them much life get on easy but then you get to know your partner's true colours or problem and it might be too late to regret. the question of how much can you trust and how can you get your partner's trust always float around especially when you don't know what your partner is doing and vice versa. things get worse when we keep secrets or lies especially when your partner founds out and he/she can just flip over. doubt your partner too much and you'll never be able to have  a relationship but trust your partner easily you might end up being someone's 2nd wife or just a spare parts in this relationship stuffs

DIgital Math - Hop Up

harta karun

so regarding my last post about cleaning up the house getting rid of trashes this time its about the treasures in this house. of course with trashes come along the treasures as the saying goes some people's trash is someone's treasure. when i say treasure i mean having value. it can be useless and i will still call it trash.

anyway, theyre not as many as much as the trashes accumulated in this house but still can be considered alot. anyway we only keep small amount of items and the rest are gathered and sent to the charity shop. i dont even bother to try to get money from  selling these stuffs since theyre not mine in first place and i dont have time to sort which one to give away and which one to sell. too much hassle. if i recall correctly we gave 1 whole box of shoes to big bags of clothes including the akak2's handbag. and few more bags of stationery, containers, and kitchenware. i really enjoy getting rid of these stuffs as theyre occupying spaces and gathering dusts for nothing in the house. the charity shop workers are really happy when they see me as i bring in big bag of stuffs everytime i come to their shop.

i kept few stuffs like telekung kain semayang. got 2 of them and a shawl in my wardrobe lol. thats for the girls to pray when they comeover to my house ^^ i think there will be another trip to send clothes to the charity shop in the near future

cleaning up my closet

i moved into a new house recently....well not exactly a new house. ive stayed in this house over the summer for 2 weeks before but now m moving in as one of the occupants. so as usual when you move into a new house you want to make yourself comfortable and first thing to do is to get rid of previous occupants stuffs in other word trashes.

this house is a monster since malaysian has been living here for 8 generations or so what they said from girls and then passed down to boys and so on. imagine the trashes accumulated over 8 generations. anyway back to main story i moved into this one room and started to clean the room while the owner of the room is still staying there. cant help it the room is full of garbage and hes like living in rat nest. i threw away big trash first and ask him to sort his stuffs and to vacuum his room. i'd say 75% of the stuffs lying around in the room dont belong to him. they all belong to the previous occupants and as a result i got more than 2 really big boxes full of trashes. i even vacuumed the room again after the guy left since the floor is still dirty. took me whole day to really clean the room rearrange it to my liking. i was so exhausted by the end of the day i felt like having fever.

and then come the house part everything is messy, untidy, and repugnant that they compel me to clean the house. luckily i have my friend who is crashing the house that helped me cleaning the house. we rearrange the living room clean the dining area, kitchen, store and toilet; each of them taking a full day to be cleaned and rearranged. i always leave the rearranging part to my friend as i have no taste in artistic stuffs. all i care is functionality and that leads to lots of item being thrown away. as an example my friend cleans the kitchen (he literally scrubbed the floor like cinderella) while i sort out the ingredients putting them in proper container and labeling them.also throwing out expired or mouldy food. we call those mouldy food as project EE more or less like a science project that will be graded. mind you there are lots of project EE in this house that can get grade A even the dry pasta can get bad. the food and ingredients were not so bad since i already reorganize half of them during my 2 weeks stay over the summer so that didnt turn out that bad for me.

the horrible part are the stores area. this house has 6 stores in and outside the house. we clean them thoroughly and get rid of stuffs and rearrange as to put what in where. the storage area took us more than a day to clean them up as we go one by one. we even had a dilemma whether to throw away stuffs or not as they might be previous occupants' or they can be the landlord's. in the end we just throw away anything we dont like.

well the cleaning up part is not the annoying part though there were lots of comments and grumbling but the irksome part is getting rid of the trashes. here we cant just get rid of trashes easily as we have a system unlike in malaysia where you can just dump you trashes at certain site. here we need to put them in a trash bin and will be collected every fortnight each for genereal waste and recycling trash. so the amount of trash we can get rid of is very limited. it has been 2 months since i started living in this house and the trash bins have never bin emptythere are trashes that have been sitting in the hallway for 1 month. thank god theyre mostly recylable trash not the general waste.

as for now the last part to be cleaned up is the backyard which i will require the other occupants to clean the backyard with me. i already clean the small garden and planted some spring onions and theyre sprouting lol.

jahit lagi

this was done during summer but i only post it now. so i had free time and decided to practice sewing as the sewing kit was gathering dust in my treasure box. yeah theyre are the same thing. jahit kelim for my long pants and some old long pants i made into short pants.

one short and one long pants

this is not an injury. i covered my thumb so that i can push the needle through the fabric.

working area while watching kuch kuch hota hai.

yes i spent 3 hours sewing while watching the whole movie just to do this one pants.

it was harder and took me longer as i was learning a new sewing technique. it was harder and longer but the result is much better like the machine one ^^

i proceed to re sew my green pants since the threads were loose and they snapped. with this new sewing it will last longer. 

Q

have you ever joined a massive sale event like boxing day or black Friday? you know whats the most annoying part? queuing to enter the shop or to pay the goods. its freaking long and most of the time will be spent queuing instead of looking for items.now here come the more annoying part when people start to cut queue making the process even longer. even in normal day people cutting queue is already annoying but in event like this? that's a big no no.

what do you consider as cutting queue? it's anything that involve you joining the line in front of other people  regardless whether you have your friend/child/whatever stand in line for you. having people to queue for you is just unfair for other people behind. you come in late but you still get to finish first. now i hate this for i have experiences for being the one behind the line and queuing for someone in the line.

once i was queuing for to pay in the mall. my line is the shortest and people in front of me don't have much items with them when suddenly a group of people come joining the queue with a guy in front claiming they're together and proceed to pay for their stuffs. my line ended up being the slowest after that. as for being the one queuing for someone else i had that when i was small as i had to queue for my parents in the mall as they go get their so-called last items. it didn't bother me much at first but after several times having nothing to pay at the counter and queuing for no reason made me learn not to queue for them. if i queue for them they better come back fast or ill just leave the line. as a kid queuing alone in the line getting stares from the cashier and people behind me at the counter with nothing to pay up is really frustrating and of course embarrassing. i did let people behind me pay first and after a while i just give up.

so yeah don't cut queue. speaking of which i had a story of when I was in form 1 during my secondary school. It was my first day entering boarding school in MRSM Terendak. as someone who knows nothing i just do whatever i want. we were lining up to get our lunch in Teres Teratai(eating hall) when a group of form five students show up and go straight to the counter ignoring the queue. i nonchalantly block them from entering the counter with my tray and proceed to the front. i even gave them a stare signing them to back away. of course they were surprised and they laughed at the guy who was blocked by me. as someone with no friend on the first day i proceed to sit anywhere i like which is the nearest available table. it happened to be the form five area. the whole stretch of the table are form five and they all stared at me with disbelief as i eat and totally ignore them. all form five guys know me after that and that's how i made my name in the school. oh yeah later at night they made rules and explain to us about their territory.

this song make no sense to me but i still listen to it.

rezeki terpijak

i wasnt planning on posting anything for awhile but this need to be posted.

So, I was throwing away garbage for the house when i come across this gem on top of a big old television beside the dumpster.

the box looks new and fresh. guess what. it still has its contents because it is heavy.

my housemate was like "ala biar je xkan la orang nak buang ada bnde tu"

bluetooth gaming headset dude!!!

checked the price of this thing and it costs around $160.

heres a picture of the happy new owner of my sony headphone

so yeah i still cant believe this is happening but im enjoying it very much right now.

rezeki terpijak wehhhh. suddenly my birth date is change to today as i receive an unexpected present lol 

ramadhan

so my azam for this year is not to miss even a single terawih. hehe

btw, i'm adjusting life to fasting right now. being me i always forget that im fasting and end up doing stuffs like eating or drinking or korek hidung lol. and then i only realize that im fasting after ive done them. well it's less likely for me to do that in ramadhan since everyone around me is fasting. now lets improve ourselves during this month and do more prayer. and try not to waste food when we're breaking fast. that just beat the purpose of fasting. happy ramadhan and happy fasting all